If the amount of attention I give to my car is any reflection of how I deal with my spiritual life, I'm in trouble. I was having some transmission problems. You know, slow gear switching and funny noises. Well a friend of mine reminded me, "Have you been checking the transmission fluid? You know that car has a slow leak." He knew this because I got the car from him to begin with. And the car does have a slow leak, and he had told me about it, and I did plan on checking it. I planned on it, but do you think I kept up with it? Do I even have to answer that?
Well when I did check it I was surprised at how clear the fluid was. I mean it was so clear that you couldn't even see it on the dipstick. I'm kidding, you couldn't see it because it was bone dry. Well in the meantime I had developed a means to get around the slow startup. I would start in Drive 2 and then shift to drive once I was up to speed. But now I had fluid in the car. Funny thing though, I think the damage may already be done. That remains to be seen.
In our spiritual lives we are very rarely blind-sided by temptation. We know ahead of time what we may have a weakness for. But when temptation comes, rather than make sure we still stand against it, we let the fluid run dry, just as I did with the car. We know that we have to continually be on our guard against these temptations but the maintenance of our spiritual lives seems so mundane and grievous that we neglect it. We try to make ways to get around the conviction that what we are doing is giving in to sin. We make excuses, we compromise. We wait to act on the obvious. We set ourselves up for some major repair.
We all know what leaks we have in our lives. We know where we tend to fall short, what temptations we find too hard to resist. So we have to check ourselves on them constantly. And if someone else can see that we've neglected something too long and they come to us in love to tell us, we should listen. Often we become immune to the rattles and clinks that our engines make because the car is still running. We say to ourselves, "Oh the car is just getting old. Those noises are normal." Then a mechanic hears it and can't believe it hasn't died.
Like the car, we may make it from day to day. Our lives may not break down. So we tell ourselves everything is fine. But inside we know that it is not. We are only hoping that everything will work itself out. I have definitely learned one thing about cars, they don't fix themselves. And we can't expect the "noises" in our lives to go away or fix themselves either.
It's , have you checked your fluids today?
SDG